A Night Like This

I don't think I have honestly had a night like this ever. There are so many things running through my mind, I can't get a wink of sleep. I have tried absolutely everything to try to get to sleep, but I am so stressed out, I just can't do it.

It is the weirdest feeling ever. My eyes are trembling, I feel sick to my stomach... my body is exhausted, but I can't sleep. When I do sleep, I toss and turn, waking up at least every hour or hour and a half. This is torture. It is 4:38 am, and I have to get up for work in an hour and a half. I have slept for maybe a total of five hours. I think the part that I am worried about the most is getting Mono again. Last year I got it from stress and lack of sleep. I cannot afford to get it again!

It's not like I can just come home and take a nap after work either. I need to go work on support, making appointments, basically filling my schedule. Is this insomnia? I don't really know.

If you are reading this, I hope you weren't expecting anything deep or philosophical, because I am just trying to pass time before work. Oh man, what a night! I hope tomorrow night isn't like this.

Maybe I will go to Waffle House, 24 hours baby!